MARI MELAYANG

Melayan perasaan. Sedih.
Sejuk. Kepala berat.
Cuba berfikir normal. Hanyut juga.
Aku kosong. Tikar sejadah terbayang di mata.
Aku pilu. Pulang ke rumah. Tiada apa.

Aku hitung waktu.
Aku rindu hujung minggu.
Waktu aku mengadap kelembutan bantal.
Aku pening.
Tak punya apa.
Kalau aku hilang?

WHEN I START TO FEEL BORED

When i started to feel bored, i will start to do some thinking on how to make myself useful dan content and most important thing is to kill time. Like now, i am bored and i start to blog about my boringness on this cloudy monday. So blogging is one way to kill time. Oh i become a murderer!

Anyway, last week i found something while i was facebooking. It was a co-incident means unplanned. Kehkehkeh! Fate???? While browsing through a page in facebook, my eyes caught one of previous-life-chapter that made my life like well, not close to hell at all. Hell is worse. Well anyway, the name is dekat-dekat dah. And the picture, wohuuu..still the same. Its actually an event page, so he said he will come. But he did not or at least he was not there until i went back home. Phew! I can't stand to see him, its like u owe me kind of feeling. The rage. And if he came to that event, i hope the previous gang was there to see him..to scare him..hahahahahaha...!

Im writing this because i almost put off the fire when i saw this fella again in facebook. Nasib baik facebook bukan mcm blog. I hate him to death! Eh ye ke aku mcm tu..ekekeke..!

MY PEOPLE

Seperti watak Meredith dalam Grey's Anatomy, aku perlukan sokongan 'my people'. Bila kami meluahkan perasaan, kami bukan mahu dengar tentang ayat-ayat waras tapi ayat-ayat yg menyokong tindakan kami walaupun ianya tindakan yg bodoh.

Sebab tu dalam Grey's Anatomy, Christana (being Meredith's people) dont say much when Meredith start to do something inapropriate. Christina trust Meredith to do something wise at the end of the day. Thats what im searching. I might make some stupid act and unwise decision, but when all people dont understand what im saying, i just hope my people to understand me and stand up for me.

PLEO A REAL LIFE DINO

Have you ever heard about it?

Mcm biasa semasa bersiap nak ke tempat kerja, aku pasti akan on TV dan menonton MHI. Masa aku on aku nampak robot Dino ni. This robot is really-really cool. Ok check this out; this robot is a pet which wont die, can upgrade, have emotions, playfull, eat and sleep and respond to your voice, can be guarded pet and have voices. How cool is that.

Masa tgk dlm MHI tu, Ally Iskandar tgh membelai2 Dino ni and like a cat dia punya respond. Pastu Ally put it to sleep and its sleep. Tepuk-tepuk dia baru bangun. Amazing kan. Dalam hati, aku nak satu aku nak satu. For more infos, korg boleh masuk website PLEO.

Ni beliau tgk sedih. Cute tak..

Ok, so come the price. How much u might ask. Dont be surprise. Its RM1699. Pensonic currently working with some credit company yg boleh tawarkan installment. Maybe one day, i will get this one.

SEJUTA KEMAAFAN KEPADA SI DIA

Pagi tadi ada satu insiden yg membuatkan aku kelihatan sgt ugly. Yer, in my entire life, aku tak penah berkata sebegitu apatah lagi meninggikan suara sebegitu. It just not me.

Instead of marahkan diri sendiri, aku marahkan org lain, well actually aku pun salah jugak tapi tu la..

So i just wanted to say I am so sorry, very very sorry kepada awak..I am already forgiven but what had happened berlegar lagi dalam kepala ni sebab aku rasa sangat menyesal berbuat begitu. I promise, it wont happen again.

p/s thank yer awak for the jam...sangat suka walaupun memula like "what??? pink? Im gelap ok.." hehe...